The killing



   Killing,slicing,dicing,fucking.That’s all you want. All you ever wanted,so why pretend. I see you through and through. The monster you are. The desires and twisted fantasies a little creature like you possesses. Sad,true and far from fantasy,and that is the scary part. I know the truth,we both do, but you still go for it. Pursuing it,looking to satisfy this insatiable appetite of yours.Monster! It’s in your eyes,it’s on your face!Get away from me! Diseased creature,a monster,a demon,an evil incarnate.Why did you do it?Why did you go there?What did she do to you?Did she deserve it or does your appetite have no bounds?
    I'm leaving,rushing,running and don’t you chase me,touch me.Leave me,now! I saw too much and know it all,there’s too little I can do now and I refuse to see more. Don’t touch me,you shell of a man,you twisted spirit. I run,I stumble and fall,rush forward. I push and pull and leap,I just want to get away. I had enough,no more. The things I’ve seen, the horrors I witnessed. Not me,all him,his fault,not me. I’m in,doors locked,on the floor,quivering,shaking. Eyes closed,not real, not here, no more not again, please make it stop. Deep breathes,heart beating..end it,stop it,leave me,left him,please, no more. I get up,I go to bed,escape. Eyes closed and praying I don’t wake up to see him again,I don’t wake up to see the handiwork of the monster,I love,loved and will never love again. A fiend!Why me,why now,why him and us? No more,no escape,not again,I beg you please not him..


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Performance anxiety

Image
   I´m so nervous. This is my first time. Hands shaking uncontrollably. Never really felt this way. It is like they are not my own. Sweat dripping all over me. All over my face and down my brow. I feel my whole body shake. I don´t feel steady on my own two legs but I know,I will get used to it with time. I know it will be alright. Besides,I have the best tutor. Nerves are natural,he said,and it would be strange not to be nervous. It will get better. Still hear that in my mind,which by the way is a nervous wreck at this point. I can´t think straight. All I can think about is making sure it goes down well,it´s perfect. It´s my first time but still.    Here we are,student and the master so to speak. About to begin the show. I am a wreck and he has seen it all. Thank God he is by my side. I do need the guidance even though we practised a dozen times,i still need all the help I can get I want to be perfect. At the moment he is giving me the talk,it will be alright,he s...
Read more

At the top of the hill

Image
   Old wooden church at the top of the hill. Some people say cultists gather at night to worship the demons. There were tales of sacrifice,people captured and kept there. Chanting has been heard from a distance by some and blood has been found in the area.Whether you believe it or not it seems like something,something is going on there. Some people speak of salvation and say that church does a great thing,helps people. Maybe it does but nobody speaks openly about what they see or hear at night and now. Now it is time to find out. The angry crowd gathered outside the church at night,they are determined to find out what is happening in their house of worship at night,whether the rumours are true and if they are,the cultists,those who abuse the faith will pay. As a the crowd approached the church,the doors flung open. People in cloaks and capes,covered in blood,carrying stones and books ran out.Screams were heard from within. Some managed to escape through the crowd while so...
Read more

Wraith

Image
“Rip. Rip rip away. Rip away the pain. Rip away the suffering. It is over. Do not worry little angel. It is done now. You are free and you will not suffer no more.I will make you better,I will stop the pain and I will help you leave this wretched twisted world. You are too good for them. Let me help you. Be free now little angel. Go forth.”He said making the last slice across the dead mangled face,finishing his masterpiece.     Once the latest piece was completed,it was ready to be presented now. He dressed his little angel up and hanged her high up for all to see, he is here. He will help all the angels of the city and they can rest easy,their time will come. For all the sinners,it was a sign. He was in the city and he will save the pure souls from the wicked one´s influence. All the angles will be free and they will all soar high,and when the time will come,he will join the angels. That night,he disappeared into the darkness of the streets. Lurking in the shadows,tra...
Read more