Stories,Stickers and Stamps

It was dark outside.Once more she's out of the house right when the sun sets. This has to stop,it makes dangerous situation that much worse. While on the way there, it started to rain. It went from drizzle to downpour in a minute.. -Just my luck-she thought. With no umbrella and no taxi in sight, she pulled the hood of her jacket over her head and kept walking more determined,more than ever, to get where she was going.It had to stop,today would be the night and she will end it all. He had to know it can't go on,she will not be a part of this and he can't get away with this. -Can I really do it?-she thought. -Can I do it to him?Can I live with it? -I already thought about it and made my decision,I cannot back down now.I'm on the way,tonight is the night! -No matter what will come, I'm ready. Rain started to die down.There was nothing but still silence of the street lamps and darkness dancing together.She was alone walking through the dark cold streets. Hair mo...

   God,I had enough of this. She always on my back.I just need to get away from this,from her and clear my head... -Scotch on the rocks please.. -Same for me.. -You have a good taste. -We seem to be feeling same way stranger... Just feel like I need a break.-mysterious woman replied. -Fair enough.I know the feeling.-John replied -So,what's bothering you tonight a lone man in a bar with his scotch?-she asked -What doesn't?How much time you got?Let's just enjoy this moment in silence.-John replied -Silence is not my thing..really.. -Ok,what is bothering YOU tonight? -Hmmm,should I start with job or my jackass boyfriend?on other hand,you know,you're right.Let's not do this.-she said with a smile. He laughed.Finishing his scotch he orders another. -I'll have one more-he said -I got this!-mysterious woman jumped in -Let me at least buy you a drink stranger.If we both feel the same way,I should know you got your worries. -Who am I to deny a drink from a...

   Time stops.Frozen.They all get on with their life.Going where they have to be.Husband,wife,children,boss,work,home,lover,friends..everyone has places to be and everyone is getting there. What should I have for lunch?Did I get everything?I wonder what they will think about my dress?Does he still love me?So many thoughts,so many people,life keeps going for them,they all moving,rushing,one big mass,the ever turning machine.    Here I stand.Stuck in time.Within the moment.Thinking.Contemplating. Do they know?Will they find out?If they will,I wonder what they will think,say.Will they still look at me the same way?If they know,how much do they know?Am I caught?Are they on to me?I see them look,surely they know by now.Are they just waiting for me to breakdown and admit?Am I loosing it?I can't break.Not now.So much has been sacrificed,I have done so much to get here.I cannot look back,I cannot doubt myself. They all judge me,they would all do the same. No matter what I c...

   Stars.Distant lights,dancing in the night sky. Shinning so bright all in their own little way. Cool blue,warm red,little dots scattered all across the sky to shine just for you. Magical,mystical oh so beautiful. They are your companion in the darkest moment of your life,they are there to celebrate, at the biggest moment of your life.Always there,always there for you. No matter what and no matter where there will always be there and will always be there for you. At any corner of this wide world,they will follow you and look over you.They will always be there for you,looking down on you,watching over you,listening to all your sorrows and sharing all of your joy.There will be there for your first love and there at your dying hour.    Witnessed by many greats,Cleopatra,Caesar,Mozart,Einstein and now..witnessed by you.Regardless who or where you are,stars shine equal for all and everywhere.Embrace the light,be captured by it and enjoy the beauty of this world. Dance t...

   Happy Coming Out Day!As a gay man I feel the need to encourage everyone in the closet or thinking about coming out, to come out. Believe me,it gets so much better.You get to live Your life the way You want to,be yourself and be with whom you want to.Life is too short to hide who you are and what you want, so just let it all go,be yourself and live your life. People might have a clue already,there will always be someone supporting you and even if at first they don't get it..eventually people will come around. It gets better,it is very worth it and a breath of fresh air to just let it go. It is so liberating and might be one of the best things you do in your life.Don't think,just do it..once done it's done,all the power to you to do it and there will always be people like you and people around you who are there for you.    If however you are out of the closet,High Five!Doesn't it feel good!?!encourage your family and/or friends if you know someone in the closet,you...

Oblivion.The all consuming darkness is around you. Tearing into you,pulling you in different directions. You feel helpess,lost,struggling and looking for the way out.You know theres is a way,you see the light,you reach for it but today you don't quite make it.Maybe tomorrow,maybe day after, but one of these days, it will be the day when you remove the shackles and what binds you,leave it behind and soar forward onto the world and into the unknown. You will soar high,you will go far but today you bound. The thought of what might be and could have been haunts you and you struggle. You struggle for that better tomorrow and you keep pushing. Sometimes,darkness gives way and you move closer but sometimes it pushes you back even harder as if to teach you a lesson that you cannot fight it. But,but you are not alone.There are many with you who are bound and shackled just like you.Pinned down with no way out and hoping and wishing for the better and just like you they know it will happen s...

   Darkness.Cold.Void.Nobody is here.It's just you and nothingness.You try to scream but nothing comes out. You try to move but you cannot. You feel helpless,alone,abandoned. You feel like there is no escape,nowhere you can go and nobody will help you.    But..but open your eyes.See all of the stars around you.The stars that are close,the stars that are far.They all shine in their own way,so wonderful,so beautiful and mesmerising. All these vibrant bright colours,making all of these wonderful shapes in the sky. Their warm glow is calming,it's soothing. You are not alone.Surrounded by the stars,the many many stars of this vast open space. They dance for you,they play with you.You feel light and forget your worries. You are not alone.Tonight the stars are dancing for you and you dancing for them. Engaged in what seems like a never ending movement of twinkling lights in this vast dark space.    Someday these stars will dim but the new ones will start shinnin...