Stories,Stickers and Stamps

Alone.On the road. Kicked and kicked out. Struggling,fighting. Looking and searching.No goal,no destination,no beginning no start to the journey. Always on the road,on the move,keep going forward,never look back. No family,lonely,by himself.No place to call home,nobody to call his own. Nothing to come back to,nowhere to go to.No love.Broken,heartbroken,useless,discarded. Used and abused,bruised and shattered. No love,no hope just sex,survival,struggle. From day to day,from sunrise to sunset. Seen,heard,knows and struggles. Fights it,numbs it,never looks back. Moving on. Keeps going. New people,new faces,new voices,new memories. Same notions,no devotion,broken,shattered,left behind and leaving behind. Back on the road,alone and lonely. New chapter,same story. New day,same life. Hoping,praying,struggling,surviving.   

Elisa.So young. So beautiful.    Since she was a kid she was embracing the world. Always energetic,always active.Natural at sports,fast and agile,great aim. She was a talented kid. Tutors,teachers,family,all believed she will go far.So smart too. Always acing the school. Parents so proud. Such a talented little angel.    As years have gone by,young Elisa continued to succeed. She became the better version of what she was already.Top of her class in college,aced it all,got the degree. Professors so impressed,she was their star. Always part of the college clubs,getting involved,active. Into sports and getting trophies. Elisa is always surrounded and admired by people. So beautiful,so talented. Everyone heard of Elisa.    Since childhood she had a voice of an angel. Taking high notes,singing on for days..what a star. Everyone thought she will go far,she will be a star no matter what she does. Talented,popular,surrounded by people,admirers,lots of ...

   With you I feel alive. On top of the world,euphoria. You make me happy,make me smile. Every touch is a jolt of electricity running straight to my heart. Coursing through my veins,static.Every kiss is flame melting the hard ice shell, frozen up through the years. I’m aflame,alive,electrified and enthralled. When we together,time stops,frozen,just you and I.Us. Fireworks, in the skies full of stars and yet we see just dark and the colours we make. When we apart,heart aches,breakes and shakes. Begs and screams for you, to come back. Lost confused and begging for more. This love is dangerous,it’s an incurable infection that is spreading fast. It takes hold,doesn’t leave and makes you loose all control. Our love is the rain in the desert and the storm on the brightest day. It’s up and down,it’s hope and despair. Tears,euphoria..You give me all. A storm wrecking the island of me, with the tender embraces and the hot summer kisses. The storm, floods my heart and leaves me cru...

   Adrift, in the cold emptiness of the never ending dark. Floating through time and space,lost,alone. Nothing is around,nobody is close by. Just you and the vast big emptiness. Relaxed,letting go,floating. Slowly moving forward into deeper nothingness with no fear,excitement or any emotion. Just there,just afloat,adrift. Bodies of rock,big and small pass by,slowly rotating and slowly moving on,passing by, themselves. The rock has no purpose, yet it still keeps on floating forward. Stars shine in the distance. A messenger,a memory,a figment of the past. A new hope for the better tomorrow and a clarity for the moment that is now. A guide,slowly joined by the others,ever watchful. Guiding,calling,comforting and encouraging.    The thoughts creep in,hard to let go..the past,the present and the future but the moment demands clarity. To keep on moving forward, the moment demands clarity in order to keep the journey going. A massive space body,gas,light,an insignifi...

   Curse. It’s as if..it’s as if you trying to do things,get things done,get what you want but no matter what you do,how much you try,no matter what,you can’t. You have this feeling,this desire you want to fulfil.You keep pushing,keep getting things done,you get closer,so close but it is never quite enough. So close but not enough. You know what you want,you have an idea of how to get it. You try,you fail,you keep trying and you being optimistic but it never quite works out. It’s frustrating,it’s infuriating,it’s sad and sometimes you just feel like you had enough. Like you done,you can’t no more. It feels like a cruel joke. You have been created,no matter how you believe you were,you were..and you are the way you are,so you pursue the things you want and the things that define you and what you stand for. You stumble and fall and you get up and keep on going and you keep pushing and you keep falling and it feels like it is never enough. It feels like a cruel joke. You are...

I know some of you were concerned about my well being lately. That is very thoughtful,thank you. I can understand how it might seem I'm in the bad place with some dark sad stories I post.But,I am ok. the stories I write are inspired by imagination,other works of fiction,memories and experiences.So quite often it's just the flow taking over and creating the story. Sometimes my stories are driven by the emotion of the moment but it is nothing that I cannot handle and happens to everybody.I have been through some stuff and I know if it gets bad,there is always help. So,if you yourself suffer from anything from heartbreak to depression to just being sad..remember you are not alone. Happens to me,to the others,that's life..If it gets bad,seek some help,just talk to your friends. Cliche but..it gets better. Talking helps. Anyways..Guys,everyone,take care,talk to those close to you,you are not alone,I'm always here and I am OK..it is all good and when emotions take hold it is ...

   Many people heard the story of the abyss. The story of the drop,the hole in the ground,the abyss and the end of the earth,whatever you wanna call it. Many people heard it,the singing. Select few have been down there and told the story,and oh,it’s a good one. Everything you have heard,it’s true.    So the story is that there is this abyss,pure dark,massive hole,a big drop. Pretty much most people don’t know where it leads,what is down there and how did the hole came to be. However,most people can agree on the singing. From deep within the caverns,from deep darkness comes the singing. It is faint but, you can clearly make it out. It’s a young woman. Soft sweet voice,singing. It sounds so sad,so melancholic. It is as if she sings for someone,she is sad,mourning. Many have reported the song,so beautiful but oh so sad. Nobody can make out the words, but it is a song and it is a very sad one.     Some people have been down there. Just a couple ap...