That guy I always see



   He stares at me every day I get up. Whether I had a long night’s sleep and feeling good or I had a late night,up partying and feeling awful early in the morning,he is always there. Throughout the day I see this guy in different places around town,at my work place and back at home. Funny thing is,he has mixed feelings about me and yet he keeps following me. Sometimes this guy is happy with me,celebrating my greatest achievements and anything positive in my life,with me. When something bad happens, he is there, sad with me. I would say this guy is supporting me through thick and thin but that’s not exactly accurate.
   On my worst days,when I feel lazy,he judges me and reminds me to get off my ass. When I look like crap,oh,he is there to tell me so, and sometimes I fight his opinion and tell myself it’s not that bad but oh,who am I kidding. He and I both know the truth,today is not my finest day. He watches me,he follows me,he is watching what I am doing and I would guess he knows what I am thinking. He is my greatest judge and my biggest supporter. He has been very hard on me but he was there when I felt on top of the world. We all have this guy,we all know this guy. For me,it’s a guy,for you,it might be a girl or I don’t know,it might be even just a kid for you. The point is,we don’t think about this too much but they always there,watching us,comforting us,judging us.
   What we can all agree on,is that we can influence how they make us feel. If we feel good,they feel good and yeah,it’s hard to keep a smile when your whole life is spiralling out of control but if we wouldn’t be so hard on ourselves,we would not judge ourselves and each other so harshly,then the life would be more pleasurable,tolerable and fun. So I urge and ask of you,next time you feel like giving up,keep going because you can do it!When you feel down,chin up,it will pass and if you smile,your reflection will smile with you.That guy,girl or kid in the mirror will make you feel that extra little bit better. You owe it to yourself,smile,and they will smile back. Believe me,it feels good. 


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